All of us were doing really well at the salon. People were calling from all over to get their haircuts, colors etc. by a Vidal Sassoon stylist. We have become the ‘Best of the Best’, in the beauty industry, & all of us became famous in our own right. I loved to color hair. The challenge of combining two or three colors to emphasize the shape & movement in the haircut was exciting to me. We believed that your hair was your crowning glory, so every cut should shine. And shine they did!

I, though, was very unhappy. Mom was making it more & more difficult to see Sal. She even suggested that I mail her the checks every week, because she was too busy for me to waste her time to get Sal. We argued every time I went to the house. It was always that Sal was sick, had a cold, they were going out, I took him out too late. Something was always preventing me from seeing my son.

Plus I had almost no personal life. I had stopped dating since the last man told me he was married, after seeing him for three months.

“What are you doing tonight?” Josef asked as he was cleaning up his station.

“Nothing,” I smiled over at him. “I’ll just do some laundry, I guess. Watch some television.”

“Come out with me, Aaron, & Michele.”

“Yes, CeCe,” Michele added, “It’ll be good, & if your with us, Aaron & Josef can’t call me a ‘fag-hag’.”

“Well,” Aaron waved his hand in the air, placing one hand on his hip,”Aren’t you, girl?”

Michele had started hanging out with Josef & Aaron a lot, since she broke up with her boyfriend. She was tired of being used & then dumped on, she told us one day. I agreed with her. It seemed the ’sexual revolution’ opened the door for every married man to go on the prowl!

All of us laughed together at Aaron’s swishing. He was such a ‘queen’, & he fit into the mixture so well, we all loved him.

“Oh, I don’t know,” I was very tired from the days business, but I knew that I would have a great time with them. “Where are you going tonight?”

“To Ammies.” Josef chirped in, “Where else is there a place with sooo many gorgeous guys?”

Ammies was a gay club in downtown Manhattan. It was an old warehouse remodeled inside, beautiful lights & beautiful people. On Saturday nights, the club was open to gays & straights. The music was terrific, & they usually had a live drag show. Aaron’s boyfriend worked one of the six bars, so a lot of our drinks were free.

“Your coming tonight,” Michele ordered, “I will pick you up at 10 o’clock & that’s final!”

It was Spring again! I always loved the Spring Season, & this was my first Spring in Manhattan. It was different here for some reason. Everyone had a bounce to their step. Central Park was beautiful, with the full trees & blooming bushes , tulips, & roses, lilies & irises. The air in Central Park was fresh & fragrant. Young lovers strolling hand & hand, or lying on a blanket under a tree, basking in the warm sun with a soft cool breeze gently kissing their hair. Squirrels were dancing up & down the trees & thick green grass, while thousands of birds flew over head, singing their mating songs.
I strolled over to the huge pond in the center of the park. It was full of children & parents racing remote control boats. It was fun to watch as everyone maneuvered their boats around each other & raced for the finish line. There weren’t prizes to be won, just the gratification of sailing that boat. I watched them as the parents did high fives with their children. I sat at the edge of the pond, watching the excitement, feeling very unconnected with my surroundings. My mom & I had a huge fight over Sal this morning. I left in a huff, wanting to strangle her. Nothing I ever do is right to her. Today it was that I’m wearing too much make-up, my hair is too short, & “What are those blond streaks? Your skirt is up to your panties! You always look like a whore, just like your real Mother!”
So, like the idiot I am, I argued back. It got pretty loud & intense for awhile. I’ve always hated her, but today I REALLY hated her. But more than that, I hated myself. She knew that every Sunday & Monday, I would take Sal out, & we would do things together. I had planed to bring him to Central Park today, & let him play with one of these boats. You rented them by the hour, & I loved the excitement when his boat would speed to the other end of the pond.
But today she had to start a fight! I me with my short temper argued right back, until she told me to get out of her house. She wouldn’t even let me take Sal for a few hours. So I stormed out of there as quickly as I could, with tears rolling down my cheeks, cursing her with every step of the way. Walking towards the train station, I realized that I forgot to kiss Sal good-bye. My heart broke. He had started to cry as our voices started to pitch, & the words got angrier at each other. I prayed that she didn’t take her anger out on my son when no one was present.
Well, here I am, alone at Central Park. Regretting my temper & frustration with that woman. Regretting not being able to be with my baby boy. I adored him! Sal, for only four years old, was sweet & gentle. Smart & so handsome. He is the one good thing I’ve done so far in my life. But hey, I’m only twenty!

My world was in constant high gear! I was always booked solid with clients, (a good thing for money), dealing with the stylist, and now with two more gay stylists, it seemed to be PMS on a daily basis. Agnes adjusted well to having an assistant, teaching Judy our procedures. Charles, Michele, Micheal, the new ’straight’ stylist,clicked together immediately. Josef, Aaron, & Brad, enjoyed snickering, calling each other ‘girly‘ names & generally putting on a ‘drag’ show for everyone. I wasn’t quite sure when their catty remarks to each other weren’t meant to be funny, but, they always had us laughing. Plus the clients loved when Josef would be sarcastic to Michele. It was a good group & our days went by quickly.
I’m now taking Mondays off & it was great! After working six days a week for three years, to be able to have Sunday & Monday off, was like playing hooky from school! Plus, it gave me enough time to see my son. He was growing so rapidly & getting so smart. He is the joy of my life! I loved playing with him & taking him out to the park.It seemed like I had to buy him new clothes every month, he was growing so fast. I was happy that he got my black curly hair & his dads green eyes. Everyone said that he looked like me, which filled my heart with pride, but with his dads long black eye lashes & green piercing eyes, I could see a great deal of his father. That was fine with me. His father was a good looking man, even though he is a turd! I would make sure ‘my’ son would be a strong, dependable man! In the mean time, I wanted for him to stay a little boy for as long as possible.
I didn’t have much of a social life. Michele & I got together some wee=ends. She stopped seeing the married man right after the New Year. I was between boyfriends. The ones that were good looking were married or gay! A few of my clients have asked me to dinner, but I have a strict rule of not dating clients. Michele had dated a few in the past, and found out that when she stopped dating them, she also lost a client. She finally had to agree with me that being flirty got a steady flow of big tips.
I was still saving money for school. I lived entirely on my tips & was banking my entire check. It was adding up nicely. I estimated I’ll be able to go to Law School in two to three years. It felt so far away yet. I was thankful that I was working for Vidal. He paid me very well, I lived in a nice apartment. Josef helped me paint & purchase furniture.
I was ‘growing-up’! I was independent, pretty, financially comfortable & intelligent! I was also extremely Lonely!!!

The next few months were madness. I must have interviewed dozens of stylist, all eager to work for ‘The Vidal Sassoon‘. Plus Vidal took me with him dozens of times to the chemist, discussing & working on the hair care products. He wanted a full line, from shampoo to hair spray, & he knew exactly how each type needed to perform on every different hair type & texture. As tiring as this trips were, I marveled at Vidal’s knowledge & commitment to create a product that was beneficial to our clientele.
Finally, Vidal & I agreed one three stylists to join our team, & the Vidal Sassoon Products had arrived!
“Well, we did it, CeCe“, He had a smile that lite up a room.
“Yes, you did. Thank heavens that problems solved.”
“We did it, I said,” he came back with, “I couldn’t have done all of this alone. You made it all easier on me. That’s why I pay you the big bucks!”
We looked at each other & burst out laughing together.
Vidal was a man of integrity, honesty, with a huge amount of fairness and compassion for everyone that he comes in contact with. He showed only the highest respect for his stylists, and complimented freely when a job was well done. He also gave criticism when needed, but always out of ear shot of anyone else being present. Working for this man was hard work, but he was highly admired by all of us.
It was a Sunday that Vidal & I were in the salon. We were setting up the display shelves for the products, & checking the inventory, pricing, filling the shampoo area. Again Agnes didn’t wash the coffee pot before she left Saturday.I got upset again & Vidal laughed at me.
“Why does she do this?” I held up the pot to show him
“Have you thought that maybe it’s her way of ensuring that she has a job the next day?” He sat in one of the couches & crossed his legs.
“Insuring?” Does he have a glass of wine over there? “I’ve told her dozens of times to make sure everything is clean before she leaves!”
“Yes, yes, CeCe,” He was chuckling now. I was getting upset! “You tell her at least once a week that she didn’t clean something, but, she always leaves one very simple thing for the next day.”
“So, you think it’s a job security thing to her?”
“Might be, does she know that you’ve hired another shampoo person?” He was really getting a charge out of this.
“Well, yes, of course!” I was beginning to see his thought process of Agnes.
Vidal gave me a wink, got up from the couch, quietly laughing to himself. I made a mental note to tell Agnes tomorrow that she would be the head shampoo person, that it was her position to dedicate work to the new girl & train her how we process the clients for each stylist. If Vidal was right, Agnes might feel threatened. Oh My God, an insecure shampoo girl, & three new stylists, new products to sell, And it’s not even Monday yet!

Vidal & I were the last to leave the Salon. Josef left early, due to a terrible cold, Michele didn’t come in, because the snow was too deep, and Charles left after his last client. The snow was falling so thick, we barely were able to see the cars & buses driving past.
“Going home, CeCe?”
“Yes.”
“Want to stop for a drink first with me?” It was more of a command.
“Not really, Vidal. I’m going to have to walk home in this snow. That’s going to be rough.”
“Yes, I know.” His voice was lower than usual.
“Why?” Vidal looked concerned, “Is something wrong?”
“I would like your opinion on something, but I need your input, since you will have the biggest challenge. I thought that we can go down to the saloon, & discuss it over a drink.”
“Okay, sure. Let me finish cleaning up. Agnes forgot to wash the coffee pot again. I need to speak with her in the morning!”
Agnes was our new shampoo girl. She was great with the clients, very good with the timing of color washes, perm processing, & getting our clients ready for us, but, not very good at quiting time with the clean up. She always left something to be ‘done in the morning’, & I didn’t approve of that. I expected everything to be clean & ready to go the next day.
It seemed to take us forever, just to cross the street to the bar that we all hung out in sometimes after work. It was a nice place. Not fancy like a lot of the bars. They served burgers, chili, Tex-mex sort of menu. But everyone knew us & it was a comfortable, friendly place to drop into.
George, the bartender, waved to us as we walked in.
“Usual guys?” Vidal had turned me on to Vodka martinis. He enjoyed them also.
“Yes, thanks.” Vidal answered, as we walked to a table.
The place was unusually quite. They had a Presley tape playing in the back ground & the television was on, with no sound. Didn’t need to hear what the news caster was saying. They were showing our men in Viet Nam.
George motioned to Vidal that our drinks were ready, so Vidal excused himself to go get them.
I lite a cigarette, as my martini was placed in front of me & Vidal sat across from me.
“CeCe, I’ve seen a tremendous increase in bookings over the past few months.”
“Yes, I know,” I responded with a big smile. Business has been terrific, & all of us are getting booked up one & two weeks in advance. Between my salary, commissions & tips, I was making about $1000.00 a week. Big difference from just one year ago.
“Well, this is my thought, but you tell me if it’s going to be too difficult for you.”
I took another sip of my drink as I snubbed out my cigarette.
“I want to hire two or three more stylist. We have enough stations. That would mean hiring another shampoo girl of course. I don’t think Agnes can handle seven or eight stylist alone. Do you?”
I nodded my head in agreement.
“The other thing that I’ve been contemplating with is products.”
“Products?” My voice rose up a little higher than I intended. Most salons were beginning to retail hair products now. I didn’t care for the idea because it was a pain to inventory & market. Just too much paper work.
“Let me explain my idea.” I loved the way he always held his hand up when he was going to push his idea.” I’ve been speaking with a company that currently is making shampoos etc. They are agreeable to my having a say as to the ingredients that will go into the products. With that sort of input, I can design shampoos, conditioners, gels & sprays, that are custom formulated. Every customer will have a product formulated to their particular hair type.”
I had to admit, it was a excellent idea!
” Vidal, that’s brilliant!”
“I’d hoped you’d say that.”
Three hours later, we had a game plan. Over burgers, onion rings, & three more martinis each, we both were please with the course of action. My only silent hesitation was, when will I get time to start law school?

It was New Years Eve. 1965 was twenty four hours away. The salon was incredibly busy, music playing in the background, constant chatter between stylists & clients & staff. Vidal arranged for a caterer to set up a table in the salon, filled with all kinds of meats, seafood, breads & rolls, salads, sodas & juices for the staff & all of the clients.
After work, I went home to my new apartment in Manhattan, showered & took a nap. I had plans to meet up with Charles, Darlene (his girl), & Michele & her newest boyfriend, for dinner.
I purchased a beautiful red evening gown to wear that night, & I was eager to have a good time. We had reservations for 10pm, which gave me at least two hours rest.
Dinner was excellent as always. And as always we drank too much wine. Laughter was a constant & steady flow off conversation, mostly about how & who of our clients that day, got on our nerves. Anytime you get a bunch of hairdressers together, the gossip about their clients, makes rapid discussion & lots of laughter. We don’t really see ourselves the way others see us, & a hairdressers eye is possibly the most critical. And a hairdressers revenge is to shred you to pieces the first opportunity they get, after the client is gone.
At 11:45, the maitradie & waiters passed hats & noise makers around to all of the tables. A large television was set up over the bar area, with Dick Clark talking & the cameras scanning down on all of the people at Times Square, waiting for the ball to descend. There it was! 1965!
All of us kissed & hugged, wishing each other great things for the New Year.
“What is your New Years Resolution, CeCe?”, asked Michele
“Oh, I don’t know.” I answered, “What’s yours?”
Michele leaned close to my ear & whispered, “To find a man that doesn’t lie to you.” We both laughed together. That wasn’t likely to happen for either of us. Michele had just found out that her boyfriend was married with two kids. I broke up with a man that I had been dating, when his wife came to my apartment in October. Michele & I had many tearful nights, crying & getting drunk over these guys that took us to bed & then went home to their wives.
“You know, Michele, That’s my resolution also!” We both clicked our glasses & hugged each other again.